'STINKING' TO INNER 'HIGH HEAVEN' AS REAL IS DISTORTED TO AN 'IDEA' VERSION OF SELF...A FALSENESS IN THE MEDIATIONS OF THE SHAME, GUILT, TERROR, FEAR, BELIEFS OF APPROPRIATENESS...RIGHTNESS...WRONGNESS IN DOING 'SOMETHING' THAT IS AGAINST 'TENETS'...SOMETHING CONTRARY TO NATURAL...
THE STRESS OF 'NEARING'...APPROACHING SOMETHING GREATER OR HIGHER...GESTATION MUST BE ALLOWED TO RUN ITS COURSE...TO OVERCOME 'ARRESTED' AND FEARZ OF FORTRESS DEFENSES...TIMES OF PITFALLS-BEING EXPOSED TO DANGER...STUCK...
A PANIC WITHIN...A VANITY FRIGHT, FEAR GREATER THAN INSTINCTS TO BE IN ALIVENESS... A SUPPRESSED SELF AS A WOUNDED CHILD DEEP WITHIN... A FRAGILE SENSE OF SELF THAT 'CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE ANY BEING CARED ABOUT'...THE NEVERENDING DEAL MAKINGS OF COMPROMISES TO GET LOVE WITHOUT THE ABILITY TO BE LOVED BECAUSE SELF LOVE AND THE ABILITY TO LOVE ARE BLOCKED BY THE MEANS OF POWER QUESTINGS...
IT IS 'THAT WHAT IT IS FOR' THAT IS IN SUPPRESSION-REPRESSION...SOMETHING NOT ALLOWED...THE REDIRECTIONS OF FEELINGS AS STATES OF AVOIDANCE-AVERSION IN DISTORTIONS THAT 'SUCCESSFUL ORGASM MAY NOT BE WHAT IS DESIRED'...IT IS 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' TO GET RELEASE...TO FEEL POWER ENOUGH TO OVERCOME FEELINGS OF 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH', UNWORTHINESS, LACK, A RIGHT TO ONE'S OWN LIFE...
IT IS THE DRIVES OF THE POWER TO COUNTER AS WELL AS MAINTAIN THE SHAME FORTRESSINGS OF BARBICAN DREAMS...IT IS BEING AS MIMESIS, IMITATION, PERFORMANCE, DISPLAY INSTEAD OF KNOWING REAL AS TRULY 'FELT'...
IT IS SEEING SEXOMONEY MEDIA EROSTOCRACY 'CRAVE AND CRAZE' WAYS OF SENSAMORA ADVERTISING 'CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT' PATHINGS 'FOSTERING THE AGGGRESSIONS' OF CONSUMPTION...TO EMULATE AND BUY THIS TO BECOME THIS...
THE SENSAMORA 'MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS' AS 'CONTROL OF' OR DENIAL-THWARTING OF YANG OR MALE ENERGIES...THE POWER GREATER THAN LOVE MEANS OF LIMITATIONS AND CONTAINERINGS AS CONTROL...
THE DENIAL IN A HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION THAT VALUES EXCITEMENT SENSES MORE THAN FULLNESS OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED...THE SEXY IN APPEARANCE MORE THAN THE COMPLETIONS OF HEALTHY SEXUAL ORGASM...THE WOMAN FILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY MORE THAN SEXUAL SATISFACTION...THE CONTROL OF RELATIONS AS THE CONTROL OF OUTCOMES INSTEAD OF A PRESENCE IN FREEDOM TO LOVE ONE AS IS IN THE AFTERWARDS OF HEALTHY FULLNESS OF SEXUAL EXPRESSION...SEXUAL AUTHENTICITY IN SEXUAL INTIMACY...
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